Katie Holmes’ weird Scientology world is full of constant surveillance, control

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The internet, particularly in the age of Wikileaks, has worked an enormous amount of damage upon the “Church” of Scientology, and many of us wonder why certain celebrities (i.e., Tom Cruise, John Travolta, and their wives) choose to stay. Naturally, part of the problem is that the cult has gathered far too many “damaging” secrets through its extensive auditing process of the celebrities in question, and they worry that their careers would be sabotages if this information should (and it would) be leaked by the CO$. Also, I figure that these celebs must have preemptively decided to turn a blind eye to any and all injustices that have been revealed by former members (if you’re not familiar, Ex-Scientology Kids is a great place to start). They just figure that things are great for them, so why rock the proverbial boat? Katie Holmes, especially, is not about to rock that boat. Not only would doing so endanger her astronomical clothing budget, but she’s at least smart enough to see what happened to Nicole after she and Tom divorced. After a number of years of marriage, Nicole resisted Scientology and, as a suppressive person, the church would never allow Nicole to be near her adoptive children again. When was the last time that you saw Nicole photographed with either Connor or Isabella? Exactly.

This week’s issue of In Touch magazine reveals that Katie’s life is one of constant surveillance and control from spies in the CO$. Most of the information comes from a new book, Inside Scientology: The Story of America’s Most Secretive Religion, by Janet Reitman. While the stuff about unpaid labor and Katie’s “wife audition” is nothing new, there’s an interesting claim that Katie and Tom are largely ignorant of the scheme that’s been put in place to keep them line. Would you welcome the CO$ into your lives and even into your bedroom? It seems that the Cruises have done just that:

When Katie Holmes married Tom Cruise in 2006, it almost seemed like a fairy tale come true, from the custom-made gown to the man of her dreams waiting at the altar. But five years later, a new book suggests that the reality of her life is much different than she could have ever imagined. According to the book, Tom’s involvement with Scientology has ensnared his family in a weird world of spying, control, and some claim, even unpaid labor.

And now, these allegations are being exposed in a new book, Inside Scientology, by Janet Reitman. “Church leaders see Tom as a cash cow,” Reitman tells In Touch. So, she says, they do everything possible to ensure that he and Katie never leave the church — and never spill its secrets.

From its very beginnings, Reitman says, Tom and Katie’s relationship has been carefully engineered by Scientologists, although the couple’s rep denies the claims. When Tom and Nicole Kidman divorced, Reitman writes, curch staffers began a campaign to find him a new wife who could attract younger would-be Scientologists. “My source Marc Headly saw viedo tryouts of a number of actresses who were being auditioned to be an appropriate girlfriend for Tom,” Reitman reveals. He claimed several actresses were interviewed — but Katie was the only one who wanted Tom.

According to the book, Katie, 32, has played the part of a dutiful wife ever since. And she has to, since Scientology handlers reportedly watch her every move. “Any conversation you’d have with the star, anything you did with him, what the star read, watched, who he talked to, what he was hearing,” all would be reported to the church, former Scientology official Karen Pressley tells Reitman, meaning no aspect of Tom and Katie’s life is secret, and every aspect must be in line with Scientology rules.

The payoff? The book claims that Tom, 49, gets to use unpaid Scientology members as personal servants for him, Katie and their daughter, Suri, 5. Over the years, Reitman writes, he has had church staffers remodel his condo, build tennis courts for him, landscape his property nad more — without paying a penny. In short, the book suggest Katie’s entire life is a Scientology production, whether she realizes it or not. As former Scientologist Nancy Many tells Reitman, Tom and Katie “are completely ignorant of the strategy that has been put in place to hook and control them.” If that’s true, will the book finally open their eyes?

[From In Touch, print edition, August 22, 2010]

I haven’t read this book yet, but it’s on my Kindle wish list, so it’ll happen at some point. One book that I will heartily recommend on the same topic is My Billion Year Contract: Memoir of a Former Scientologist by former CO$ slave Nancy Many. If you read the Amazon synopsis and reviews, it’s clear that many other former Scientologists have found support and encouragement from the book by realizing that they’re not alone in their struggles to regain some sense of personal identity after breaking free from the cult. For “civilians” who choose to leave, the CO$ turns them loose without anything — no money, no friends, no family — and often with a large debt hanging over their heads for the so-called “free” audits they received while serving the church as employees.

Meanwhile, Reitman’s book will undoubtedly open some new sets of eyes even though, at this point, it’s almost common knowledge that Katie and Tom only employ fellow Scientologists in their household. Katie’s assistants? Scientologists. The couple’s bodyguards? Scientologists.

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  1. ladybert62 says:

    Mr. Cruise knows full well what cos is doing to them now, is capable of doing and would do in the future. He has embraced cos in all of its forms. Ms. holmes is now a prisoner of her own desire to marry mr. cruise and has accepted cos in all of its bizareness. I do wonder if Suri will rebel against it.

    Have Will Smith’s kids rebelled against cos or are they also fully accepting of its practices?

  2. Missy says:

    The women in those photos are not scientologists. One of them is her stylist/ design partner, Jeanne Yang. The other is Heather McQuarie, wife of director/ writer Chris McQuarie. I’m so tired of these “poor Katie” stories. She’s a grown woman who chose her lifestyle. She seems to be content. There are plenty of other scientologists in Hollywood. Why doesn’t anyone worry about them?

  3. Alix says:

    Seems to me the CoS would have more to lose if one of its celebs defected than the celebs themselves. Well, with Travolta and Cruise it might be a draw, but still. The celebs would be lionized in the media for their courageous decision to break free of this insidious cult despite whatever dirty laundry came out, and that would mitigate a lot of the potential career/PR damage.

  4. the original bellaluna says:

    As a formerly abused woman, I would never choose, of my own volition, to be a prisoner in my realtionship nor my own home.

    Been a prisoner in both; hated it; got away by filing an RO and going into hiding.

  5. teehee says:

    I just watched a BBC docu on scientology-
    Ive always avoided harping on scientology with the rest of the crowd, becuase I didnt truly know enough to judge for myself– until now.
    This scientology stuff is just so blatantly wicked and obviously sick, coercive, and manipulative.
    You have to sign a BILLION year contract with them, first of all, and dedicate your life to furthering scientology.
    The docu shows how within minutes anyone who tries to catch a glimpse ‘behind the gates’ will be spotted, followed by several men in suvs with dark windows, and one or more of them will have professional cameras and microphones pointed on you the whole time. They will even follow for miles and miles and up to your home doorstep after that.
    There were so many more wretched and manipulative, coercive things this clan engages in, but I dont need to waste my energy detailing all since its out there everywhere.
    My point is, who could be so blinded to not realize this is totaly bs? I mean, religion or not, there are just basic things that should be respected or avoided when it comes to human behavior- you dnot intimidate, you dont manipulate, you dont lie and hide facts, etc– all of which this sci stuff does. Disgusting.
    I still wont go so far as to say that the individuals are themselves bad, but mostly too ignorant, weak, or afraid (ie in danger) to know better than to give their lives away to this racketeering/mafioso kind of nonsense.

  6. Boo says:

    I just don’t get why anyone would join a cult like this. Is it just the need for acceptance that blinds them to the reality of the situation? The need to spill one’s guts to be absolved or healed or whatever? Someone explain it to me!! Katie obviously went along as it was the only way to get to payday and now she is stuck…but JT and TC…why?

  7. i.want.shoes says:

    I’m sure Tom Cruise knows he is getting free labor from the COS. And he is going along with it because he LIKES it and is fine with it.

  8. aenflex says:

    A piece of Blue Sky is another great book. Shit, if you really wanna scare yourself, just read Dianetics. That shyster is crazy and nothing proves it better than his own words.

  9. 4Real says:

    Dianetics is a crazy book! My mom read it back in the 80’s and I asked her “Is it like Starwars?” LOL!! She said “it’s insane like they think they are all Gods.”…allllrighty then bye-bye.

  10. MJ says:

    The two BBC Panorama docs on Co$ are really illuminating. Members participate in weekly “auditing” sessions (which replace therapy/psychology/psychiatry as the cult is dead set against those practices, for obvious reasons) which are recorded, often with pinhole spy cameras and hidden bugs. Confidentiality is implied – they resemble counselling sessions or even church confessions which are usually protected by law, but if a member leaves the cult, they will divulge those secrets to their families, friends and professional communities. I can only imagine the dirt they have on Tom Cruise by now.

    If you leave the cult, your family members are instructed to “disconnect” from you – meaning no contact, ever again. I suspect that’s what’s happened with Nicole Kidman.

  11. dorothy says:

    The fact that Cruise, Holmes, Travolta, etc…believe in this ridiculous cult only proves that just because your a star doesn’t mean you have any scruples.

  12. Lindsay says:

    My Mother’s cousin joined Scientology in the 70’s, apparently he tried to leave the church and then one day he completely disappeared. No one will ever know what happened to him, despite exhaustive searches done by his now deceased parents. At the time of his disappearance he said people were after him, but who knows he could have left on his own?

  13. Seal Team 6 says:

    People who leave, including celebrities, are totally cut off from their families, including minor children.

    Having been in an emotionally and physically abusive relationship, I feel really sorry for Katie Holmes. She really was pretty naive, and very starstruck, and she was groomed and setup. She was extremely close to her family, but, for obvious reasons, isn’t allowed to be now.

    It’s difficult to leave from a “normal” abusive relationship with just one abuser spying on you. She also would have to leave without her daughter.

  14. OriginalGracie says:

    @the original bellaluna: I really feel for you. I’m so sorry you had to go through that. I hope you are safe and happy now. 🙂

  15. Penguen says:

    I think it was some of the commenters here on a previous Co$ story that posted some links showing just how freakin’ scary Co$ is. That cult genuinely frightens me.

    @ the original bellaluna:

    Kudos to you for getting out. That kind of strength is really admirable. I know from my own experience how difficult it can be. Thank you for speaking out about it.

  16. Kim says:

    Missy – I dont feel sorry for “poor” Katie at all. Poor – my behind! She chose her bed and now she has to lie in it. She was a grown women when she decided to sell her soul. No i dont think she had a clue how far into it she was getting by marrying Tom but she had seen that scientology is a cult who along with her to be husband encouraged his children NOT to have any relationship w/ their mother! She knew all this before she married Tom but chose to ignore it for the promise of movies, money and much more fame via being Mrs Cruise.

    I do not feel sorry for her in the least. She will get a certain # of movie deals, money and a child or 2 out of the marriage so she went for it regardless of her hesitations and the freak show she saw all around her. Its an arrangement period. I think she maybe thought it was love at first but she learned quickly it was an arrangement of which Tom has had before – Nicole, Mimi.

  17. SueAnn says:

    Do you think Katie knew what she was in for?

  18. junk573r says:

    I don’t understand how they legally get away with some of the stuff they do. Someone tries to get a peak behind the gates and a black suv follows you home and bugging your house to intimidate you? How is that not harassment? I clearly know nothing about this “religion”.

  19. filthycute says:

    LADIES (and gents), I just finished reading Inside Scientology and it’s insane what Miscavige won’t do to keep a stranglehold on Cruise, Cruise’s ego, and this stupid chippy they auditioned for the role of “wife.”

  20. Kelly says:

    Sounds like she is getting a lot of attention–her favorite thing. Therefore, who cares? The beech is shallow and untalented and she knows it.

  21. Missy says:

    @Kim, well I’m actually fairly neutral about her. I don’t see her as a victim, but I also don’t have any animosity towards her. I just don’t get why the tabs are constantly trying to make her out to be a victim who was kidnapped by her husband and forced into a cult? Tom got into Scientology via his first wife as well. Nobody assumes that his first wife, Mimi Rogers, was abusive or controlling. I think Katie is content in her relationship. It may not be the lifestyle that some of us would choose to live, but to each their own.

  22. Joji says:

    You will think what I am about to say is out there but overtime you’ll agree. Jeanne Yang is Dina Lohan!!! The smug pimp’s smirk. The botox. The don’t mess with us NY attitude. The GREED! Compare their pic and you will see.

  23. whereswaldo says:

    The Bodyguard are courtesy of the “Nation of Islam” and the wackadoodle Louis Farrakhan has the members of Nation of Islam doing mandatory Dianetics Auditing and Study Tech.

    they are gearing up to offer Scientology Dianetics courses in the NOI Mosques…Louis Farrakhan wants his own army “Nation of Islam Scientologist Robots”
    and Scientology is gladly helping him set this up!

    Scientology Celebs JT & KA are now using NOI security details just like Tommy

    Louis Farrakhan and thousands of NOI sheeple are the latest Scientology recruits

    YES Scientology just got even more freaky!

  24. Kara Ann says:

    SueAnn,
    I don’t think Holmes knew what she was in for. I believe that Cruise is/was smart enough not to sit down at the beginning of a relationship and lay all of the “crazy cards” on the table.
    Scientology itself follows that sort of “give ’em the high points” of scientology and, later, when you have the auditing done and have them in your thrall then lay down a few “crazy cards” at a time. Whatever else Holmes may be, I don’t think that she would have signed up for a cult to get publicity. In fact, I think that her career has suffered grievously since she became Mrs. Tom Cruise. Whether or not, Holmes wants out now is debatable but what isn’t debatable is that even if she did Cruise and the Church wouldn’t make it psychologically, financially, or emotionally easy. To me that is the saddest and cruelest part of this “church”. Whatever your religion and beliefs are, you should be allowed to change that religion or set of beliefs according to your own conscience. Lastly, the people that I feel for the most in this horrible situation are all of Cruise’s children. All that Connor, Isabella, and Suri have known and, likely, will ever know in life is the teachings inside of this psuedo religion. That, to me, is heartbreaking.
    Sorry about the rant but I’ve read quite a bit about the CO$ and it makes me very angry and upset to see people taken advantage of, even if they are willing participants. I get even angrier when some of these people have had enough and are financially and emotionally blackmailed into continuing to support the money-making enterprise known as the CO$.
    End of rant. (deep breath)

  25. mischa says:

    scrolling thru the comments..came upon one w/ a link kids of scientology. I was gonna go back to click on it after reading the comments and now it’s gone?

  26. OriginalGracie says:

    @mischa: The link I think you want is up at the top in the body of the actual story. I think it’s called Ex-Scientology kids.

  27. WOM says:

    Well said, Kara Ann (#24). Rant on, Sister.

    I’m so glad that Celebitchy hosts intelligent discussions about the ills of Scientology. The more people know about this alien-worshipping cult, the less power they will have.

    The analogy of a cult membership being like an abusive marriage is apt. Cult members (like abusive partners) recruit victims via a subtle process. In small increments, the cult warps the mind and perspective of a devotee until they are physically or mentally afraid to leave.

    People join cults when their lives are in a state of upheaval, ie they’ve started or ended a relationship, they’ve graduated school, a loved one has died, their careers have stalled, they have moved away from home for the first time, etc. These victims have a need to belong, and the cult presents a community and acceptance. It’s a very powerful lure. One that was probably irresistible to Katie Holmes.

    I do heap scorn upon Tom Cruise for being a Scientologist, but feel only sympathy for Katie Holmes. I don’t think this is contradictory. Tom Cruise (and Will Smith, Jada Pinkett Smith, Jenna Elfman, Greta Van Susteren, Kirstie Alley, Leah Remini, and the Travoltas) all actively recruit new members to their “church.” For me that crosses a line — they aren’t victims. They are victimizers. If these people leave Co$, I’ll stop ragging on them.

  28. anjessa says:

    I do feel sorry for Katie and I don’t think it’s fair to say she brought it on herself. Sure, she was aware that Tom was a member of Scientology, but I don’t think she could really imagine what life would be like. I believe that she was very impressed with Tom in a naive way (I think she even admitted having a huge crush on him as a girl in an interview) and she was flattered that such a big movie star was interested in her (he was still a big movie star then). And before she knew it, she had the kid and now it’s too late to get out. Unfortunately, I know quite a few examples of women who are stuck in a relationship with a cheating/crazy/abusive husband and don’t find the strength to end it and deal with the implications.(including a nasty custody battle)
    And as for Tom furthering her movie career: He made her drop out of the Dark Knight and she hasn’t done any big movies since. And Nicole Kidman’s career really started after she got rid of Tom. The truth is Tom doesn’t want his wife to be a big movie star. He doesn’t like to be outshined.

  29. Original Tiffany says:

    I haven’t read all the comments yet, but a good site also is Operation Clambake and please let’s all refrain from calling this POS a religion, when the founder himself admits it is a tax evasion.
    You guys have heard my story before-ooohhh, yes, I am a suppressive person and proud of it. You DON’T really know what you are getting into, then you get every cent of wealth stripped from you, your family members and your functioning brain. If you leave, you get locked up, sent back, get more brainwashing and audits and finally you get cut off. No more family, wife, kids, etc. My family members used to be allowed to see us for an hour every year, but since one of them keeps trying to run away to us, she is in lockdown and the young adults on their third marriages. My grandfather who made it out had to move very far away to a rural state and get a divorce and never sees his children.
    It’s total mindfuckery, all for the almighty dollar. The famous ones get to keep their money because they are good PR for the “church”. While my previously wealthy family is indigent and lives in the freaky blue scio building scrubbing toilets and grout with a toothbrush. For all I know, they might be making Tom’s tennis courts.
    I urge you all to educate yourselves and if anyone you know, even the ones you hate, show interest, tell them to RUN. No one deserves what CO$ doles out.
    Sorry, rant over.

  30. Very Telling says:

    Will and Jada are not Scientologist they have stated that many times.Celebs who are Scientologist like Travolta, Cruise, Elfman, Lisa Marie and Priscilla Presley, etc are proud to be Scientologist . They don’t deny being one.

  31. Ally says:

    So I take it that Cruise is a Scientologist because he’s insecure AND cheap.

  32. Carolyn says:

    Surely Katie would have googled Tom and Scientology before she married him? She has a $$$ lifestyle she never dreamed of in her previous life. Jen Garner was too smart for this. With all of you wondering how people get sucked into the cult. Must have got them at a vulnerable time. Oh I had forgotten Rogers got Tom into it. Cruise & Travolta would have the public’s undying loyalty if either of them exposed Scientology for what it is. Ron L Hubbard has a lot to answer for. Mother Hubbard should have left him in the cupboard.

  33. MJ says:

    You can’t be cheap and be a $cientologist. The more you spend, the closer you are to learning about the alien warrior spirits and what not. I’m sure Tom has spent millions on his “enlightenment,” although I’m sure he gets giant kickbacks for the good advertising. David Miscavidge is an abusive, psychotic asshole who was also Tom and Katie’s best man.

    There was a really good piece in The New Yorker about Paul Haggis (writer/director of Crash and screenwriter for Million Dollar Baby), who left the cult in 2009: http://www.newyorker.com/reporting/2011/02/14/110214fa_fact_wright

    It covers a lot of the same ground as the BBC docs, but is really interesting.

  34. e.non says:

    it’s not just that they are surrounded by scibots … what do you want to bet that their homes aren’t wired? i bet katie’s entire life since she married that freak are on dvd stashed away…

  35. MJ says:

    e.non: I think you’re probably right.

  36. Seal Team 6 says:

    Will and Jada’s kids go to the Scientology school.

  37. Mr. Greek says:

    @ Bellaluna and Seal Team: I’m so sorry that you each were treated so badly by the respective men in your lives. I hope you both find a nice, decent, caring and kindhearted guy…trust me, there’s many of us around!

    I don’t buy for one second that Tom and Katie are oblivious to the happenings around them. Katie, I have ZERO sympathy for; she wanted the golden goose, and she got it, no matter the horrendous price.

    I very much want to read this book.

  38. Cheyenne says:

    I wouldn’t trust anything In Touch wrote about anyone, but the New Yorker article MJ mentioned above is excellent and very well worth reading.

  39. A_Watcher says:

    @Very Telling, Will and Jada CLAIM they are not Scientologists, but their own school, New Village Academy, uses Study Tech, the ‘teaching’ method developed by L. Ron Hubbard and have donated to Scientology ‘charities’ for a long time. Given all the bad publicity Scientology has gotten in the last few years, you REALLY THINK they are going to come right out and admit that they are, themselves Scientolgists?

  40. Tiffany says:

    ‘Nicole’s children with Tom’, ‘Her two older children with ex husband Tom Cruise’.Bedhead, any of those statements would have worked or been accurate and appropriate. Those are their children who just happened to have been adopted. CB did this on other thread last week. Not cool.

  41. marybeth18 says:

    Connor and Isabella are being totally raised in Scientology.

    When they were younger, they spent a fair amount of time with Nicole. There were pictures of Nicole with the kids at basketball games, at the Oscars, hanging out with Lenny Kravitz (remember when they dated?), shopping, etc. I remember reading a few interviews she gave when the kids were obviously living with her.

    And then it all stopped once the kids reached their early teens.

    My guess is that both children, being brainwashed by Scientology that Nicole is a “suppressive”, cut her out of their lives. At that age (12-13), a court won’t intervene and force a child to spend time with a parent if they choose not to. If the kids didn’t want to see Nicole, there was nothing legally that she could do. It’s sad all around, for her and for the kids.

  42. mimi says:

    Katie was an adult who has money, a father who is a lawyer and she still chose to “audition” and play the role of a wife.

    It’s a free country, and I refuse to feel sorry for a person who chose (more) money and lifestyle over her private life and marrying for love.

    She has the money to walk out any time she pleases so.

    If she chose to sell her private life for some silly photo ops or more expensive clothes- that’s her problem.

    I do feel sorry for the people who were really exploited by this cult.

  43. Belle Epoch says:

    Just downloaded e-book of Inside Scientology for $14.99. It is EXTREMELY clear and impeccably researched. Every sentence is verified by outside sources so Scientology can’t sue. It comes across as professionally fair bit still scary as hell. L Ron Hubbard was a satanist, bigamist, con man, and paranoid nutjob. He tried to have his first wife committed to get rid of her. He founded the “church” for one reason; TO MAKE MONEY. Spirituality has nothing to do with it. The underlings are the ones who suffer and even die. I hate both Tom & Katie for making Scientology “look cool” when in truth it is evil and self-serving.

  44. Original Tiffany says:

    Epoch, just got mine last night for kindle. 9.99

    Totally agree about the book so far.

  45. hatekyle says:

    she’s come a long way..from dawson’s creek to dawson’s creep!

  46. Jenni says:

    I know two women who escaped scientology – one was raised in it- her family has shunned her. She had an arranged marriage through the church to a very mentally and physically abusive man. The other joined as an adult and had money and was highly educated and luckily escaped it along with her husband when they realized how F***ed it was. I think Holmes is stuck because she already had a kid with Cruise. I doubt she knew what she was getting into. It’s hard to understand why she’d go for Cruise, but I’ve never been attracted to him at all, and she grew up with a crush on him.

  47. jemshoes says:

    This asinine cult is why I never blame Nicole Kidman for not being seen with her adopted children after her divorce – because she’s never allowed to see them. I used to sit on the fence about Katie Holmes and pity her, too (it was the dead eyes and the general lethargy / unhappiness about her), but I’m starting to think more and more that she even if she doesn’t know the full extent of it, what she knows she turns a blind eye to. If non-Co$ celebrities can easily live in their own bubbles / vacuums, a Scientologist celebrity would certainly be able to.

  48. Skinnybetch says:

    I don’t think her life is that big of a freak show, but she always seems so sad and tired all the time. Like Tom is sucking the life out of her.

  49. lisa says:

    I just saw a picture of Katie at the premier of her movie.. she looked really lovely.. I loved her dress and hair.

    Tom was in jean and some shirt. I think it would have been nice if he had dressed up a little more for her. I love men in jeans, but Tom wears his jeans too tight and short for my taste.

  50. ScamProof says:

    i’m so happy that Reitman’s book Inside Scientology has shown the light of day on this creepy organization. They destroyed our family and manipulated my husband, a man in his 60s into giving them everything he worked for all his life – over $250k. He is bankrupt now but at least he snapped out of it. Shame on these celebrities who help sell the cult. Everything you read about them is true and then some!

  51. Rio says:

    This is kinda an essay, and I apologize, but I’m a little drunk and all these memories came flooding back…

    When I was 13 I moved to a new town where I knew no one, right in the middle of 8th grade– I had about 4 months left in the school year. Although I was used to moving around, I’d had a psychologically traumatizing experience throughout my previous junior high (insane, daily bullying) and was totally used to being known as the “freak”. I didn’t expect anyone to like me, and sadly enough I was okay with that. I was used to it.
    Laura took to me the very first day when I made a lame “Star Trek” joke in science class. She was the most popular girl in school, a beautiful Nordic blue-eyed blonde, talented as Hell, with every guy falling at her feet. And she hung out with me. Me! It was no pity– she felt she was a fellow “freak” (like me, she was interested in vampires, ghosts and the occult before this was actually mainstream on Junior High). We clicked. We did everything together. We sang Monty Python’s “Every Sperm is Sacred” at top volume as we walked between classes and didn’t give a damn who stared. She promised when she became a vampire she’d turn me so we’d always be together (we were baby Goths in the way only teenage girls can be.)

    Then came Scientology.

    Laura’s family was by no means rich, but by God she was confused in the way only a teenage girl can be. Beautiful but a “freak”. Religious mother and absent father. 13 damn years old.

    She bought what they sold her all, hook line and sinker. Gone went the esoteric books, the candles and Ouija boards, the crystals and gone was Laura. It was like watching an alien take over my best friend. Her eyes went dead. Her smile became permanent but somehow off. She starting hanging around with a new crowd– not that she abandoned me, she always stuck with me, but every new friend she had had that fixed, glazed expression. The who of Laura was there, but the what was gone.

    Eventually we fell out of contact. I couldn’t take the constant subliminal recruitment from her friends and eventually her. Having two older brothers I was immune to manipulation. I had only begun to cultivate my personality– I wasn’t going to sacrifice it. Her friends stopped talking to me. Eventually she did too.

    I haven’t seen her in over 10 years. It hasn’t been for lack of trying. I still wonder about her. Sometimes I wonder if there was anything I could have done.

    I still have my Ouija board.

  52. Benjamin says:

    Lots of interesting comments here. I am saddened and angry at all the celebrity scilons. They are responsible for many new members.

    Many of these new members will join staff and Sea Org (cause who can afford upper levels?) and will never step foot in a celebrity center or eat fine food.

    Tax this money grabbing pyramid scheme.

  53. A_Watcher says:

    @mimi, it’s not so much a question of money. It’s a question of whether or not Katie feels she CAN leave without making substantial sacrifices, the least of which is is not her daughter, Suri.

    it’s long been rumored that before she married Tom, she had to sign a pre-nup that states that should she decide to divorce him, she would wither lose sole custody of any children they had together or any children they had would be raised in Scientology.

    The fact is, Katie was star-struck. From what’s been heard, Tom wooed her early on and she was swept off her feet by a man she’d crushed on since her youth. It’s only after she married him that slowly, the truth revealed itself to her.

  54. Ja says:

    @Bedhead: I’m going backwards on your articles so here I’ll just say thanks for explaining the situation regarding Nicole and her adoptive kids. Too many people commenting on here couldn’t be bothered to look up that info and blabbed ignorant crap. Guess what, ignorance an Scientology make a tragic combination.

  55. TrustMeOnThis says:

    So interesting to read the comments on these old $ci-Fi stories! And so great to see Katie and Suri in their new life. Thanks for the coverage, CB!