So much for Shanna Moakler’s claim of being “tired of playing out their personal relationship in the press.” In the wake of yesterday’s news that she and Blink-182 drummer Travis Barker are indeed off again, Moakler, who would probably die if people stopped talking about her and taking her picture, took to her blog to “say my side of things” in the latest conflict with her ex husband. I think I need Cliff Notes to keep track of these two idiots.

I really thought the days of my personal relationship being played in the public eye were over. just so there is no confusion or “source” to attack my character, I am saying my side.

Travis and I were very much together in September when the horrific crashed happened, not only did I fly to Georgia I stayed by his side the entire stay and also for the bus ride home to LA, I think any human being with a heart and for the love of any good friend , never mind father of their children and lover would do the same, After arriving in LA and getting settled in the new hospital, I came across numerous romantic emails with MANY other woman, some famous , some I personally knew, all heart breaking. and the woman involved you know who you are and should be ashamed of yourself. I also came across emails where employees of my ex were writing comments on gossip networks like TMZ and Perez Hilton, attacking me as a woman and a mother. I Think those were more painful then the infidelities. As anyone can imagine, I was devastated, this is when I stopped going to the LA hospital, I knew and made sure even after what I learned he had a strong support system in place with friends and family, and I made it clear to them why I would be dismissing myself, at that point with the new information revealed to me I considered myself SINGLE and thou In my heart hoped we would remain friends and good parents had no intentions of getting back together. It was a painful time that no one unless they had lived it has the right to judge. Any actions I may or may have not done after this time, mean nothing.

I have been attacked by my Ex and his friends in the press for years at this point, my ability as a mother ( which to me is the cruelest thing you can do to any mother) my character and my integrity. I have never verbally bashed him as a father. I didn’t even bash him after the infamous blogs years ago, I have never went on different social networks and made campaigns of hate and slander, In fact MANY times I have had to bite my tongue and try to be the bigger person. I have tried to always put the lives and thoughts and feelings of my children first. I am by no means an angel, and I have made many mistakes, but a woman can only turn her cheek so many times.

“No Comment” just wasn’t sufficent this time when people continue to lie and distort the truth. the sad part is, the truth really isn’t that juicy or news worthy, it’s sad and I wish it had been left behind closed doors. I am a human being and the bashing has taken it’s toll.

hope your all happy.

[From MySpace]

Hmmm. You know what’s missing in this entire, idiotic diatribe? A denial that she hooked up with Gerard Butler! Which makes sense, since there’s photographic proof of the two of them looking smashed and very touchy feely.

Honestly, at this point, who even cares about these two? They are clearly toxic to one another. They should stay far away from one another and only interact when it comes to the children. And most importantly, they should leave us out of it.

Here’s Shanna Moakler hosting an evening at Prive Nightclub inside Planet Hollywood in Vegas on January 23rd. Images thanks to WENN .