Cancer scientist reveals that she’s the call girl in “Secret Diary”

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Actress Billy Piper, who played the role of Belle de Jour in “Secret Diary Of A Call Girl.”

The mystery woman behind the television show “Secret Diary of a Call Girl” has come forward to reveal her identity: her name is Brooke Magnanti and she is a 34-year-old cancer and developmental neurotoxicologist at the University of Bristol in England. That’s quite the resume. Magnanti says she began working as a high class call girl to pay the bills while she was working on her PhD and living in London in 2003. She also blogged about her experiences as “Belle de Jour,” and earned such a huge following that it led to a book deal and the primetime UK show. Her story is fascinating, and she says she chose her line of work after realizing that she had no qualms about being paid for sex. Magnanti also says she enjoyed working as a prostitute more than working as a computer programmer.

An erotic blogger whose double life as a prostitute became a hit TV series has ended years of fevered speculation by revealing her most intimate secret — her true identity. Brooke Magnanti, a cancer specialist at a university in western England, unmasked herself in a British newspaper as the woman behind “Belle de Jour,” the salacious online diary of a high class call girl.

“It feels so much better on this side. Not to have to tell lies, hide things from the people I care about,” the 34-year-old wrote on her blog after the Sunday Times published its interview with her. Magnanti’s frank and sometimes funny accounts of working as a call girl earned her a huge following, a lucrative book deal and legions of critics who variously accused her of glamorizing the sex industry, making it up — and of being a man.

The 34-year-old said she became a call girl in 2003 to support herself in London while completing her doctoral thesis after realizing she had no qualms about being paid for sex. She contacted an agency, working as a prostitute until late 2004, describing it as “so much more enjoyable” than an earlier job as a computer programmer.

Her online chronicle of her experiences attracted a huge following, prompting the publication of a bestselling book which was serialized on UK prime time television in 2007’s “Secret Diary of a Call Girl,” starring actress of Billie Piper. The success led to wild speculation among Britain’s literary community over her true identity — with several well-known authors wrongly accused. Meanwhile Magnanti had put her call girl career behind her and was quietly working as a cancer and developmental neurotoxicologist at the University of Bristol.

She said she finally broke her silence to answer her critics, including senior Church of England clergy, and because she feared an ex-boyfriend was poised to go public. “I don’t want this massive secret over me any more,” she told the Sunday Times.

Magnanti said she was most upset by the accusation she wrote fiction. “You can’t say I’m not real, and that my experience isn’t real, because here I am,” she said, adding that while some sex workers have “terrible experiences” she was “unbelievably fortunate.” Magnanti, who has declined to give further interviews, also told the Sunday Times that her colleagues, all female, had been “amazingly kind and supportive” when she revealed her past.

[From CNN]

The director of communication and marketing at the University of Bristol said that Dr. Magnanti’s job is not in jeopardy and her “past is not relevant to her current role at the university.” While she obviously feels like a weight has been lifted, it’s got to be strange walking around now, knowing everyone knows her secret.

The Guardian has a good article pointing out that while Brooke Magnanti glamorized prostitution, she was one of the very, very lucky few women who come out of the business unscathed. And she really did – think about it, not only did she come out okay, but she has a famous blog, a book, and a television show based on her experiences. And there’s no indication she has any regrets. It’s hard not to be fascinated by her story – it’s so unusual and intriguing. She really is fortunate to have gotten out alright. It makes for good entertainment, but most are not so lucky.

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  1. Raven says:

    Amazing story! I think one reason she was so lucky is that she knew when to get out. The money was obviously fantastic and most people don’t want to part with it.

  2. Jag says:

    Team Brooke. I love that she came out and that she didn’t lose her job over it; that’s fantastic!

  3. bros says:

    one reason she was so lucky was that she is a middle class white woman who chose to slum it for a while, and not because she ‘knew when to get out.’ others who are in the sex industry arent so lucky because they are exploited, dont speak the language well, are impoverished, abused, owe money to their pimps, and in many cases, have no other choice. this was her version of getting a part time job at mcdonalds, and men often know when they are dealing with someone who is just dabbling and doesnt look like they could easily be taken advantage of, and those who are easily taken advantage of because they wont report it for any number of reasons. there is a tremendous class and race issue going on here that is not being talked about.

  4. fizXgirl314 says:

    very interesting post bros… and it makes a lot of sense… I guess having a phd to fall back on doesn’t hurt…

  5. cuppycake says:

    I really enjoyed her blog, it’s cool to know that things are going so well for her.

  6. lucy2 says:

    It’s an interesting story and I’ve seen the show, it’s not bad.
    But bros, I totally agree. I think there are definitely 2 sides of that industry- the “high class” escort and the street walking girls. I’d imagine a lot of the latter do it out of desperation, addiction, abuse, etc.

  7. bros says:

    i have no problem with her choice to be a sex worker, but i agree that she glamorized it and by doing so, minimizes the violent underbelly of the sex industry. this was an amusing hobby to her that happened to make her some money as she worked on her post graduate degree. her whole franchise is literally sex in the city, with real sex. middle class white women amusing themselves on their path to self-fulfillment.

  8. teehee says:

    …I was that lucky….
    But no book deal for me. Damn! LOL

  9. Lem says:

    who? what? more!!

    link me ping me digg it

    have I been under a rock, this sounds fascinating

  10. Lenore says:

    I don’t think she glamorised her former job – she describes being asked by a client to induce vomiting during fellatio, that’s not what I’d call glamorous! She related her experiences for what they were and I doubt anyone who’s actually read her blog would say that she glamorises the work.

    What sets her apart is not that she was somehow lucky not to be beaten by johns; remember, this is not the story of some poor woman living in poverty forced into prostitution, working for a violent pimp with no other choice. This is a high-class call girl, whoring for wealthy men who could scarcely afford the scandal if they mistreated her and she went to the police.

    I don’t think of her as underplaying the grim reality of prostitution – what she’s actually done is to highlight that it can, under the right circumstances and for the right people, be a well-paid, not soul-destroying career. The right circumstances being “indoors, with a protective boss and clientele who behave themselves” and not “desperate for rent and forced to submit to any man on the street, who can beat them up and know damn well the police won’t give a shit”.

    I support the legalisation of prostitution. It’s not going away, and all the women (and men) who do it should be protected and treated with dignity, not just the fortunate few like Brooke.

  11. fizXgirl314 says:

    yeah if you think about it, I bet a lot of women sell sex for money… I’ve always been sort of thought it might be true of some of the girls I’ve known… they seemed to have very little hesitation in using their sexuality for money… and I always wondered if behind closed doors they also used their sex for money…

  12. BitterBetty says:

    Hear hear, bros.

  13. bros says:

    anybody who blogs about being a sexworker is necessarily coming from a position of privilege: education, access to computer, academic literacy, and fluency in the kind of culture that appreciates reading blogs, etc. she approached her activities as an anthropologist, floating somewhere above herself in a kind self-observation fieldwork where she was the subject of her own research. it leaves much to be desired from my standpoint, because the sex trade is so full of enormous and very real human rights problems that something as lofty and detached as her self-experiment just irks me.

  14. BitterBetty says:

    I feel legalization of prostitution will only protect and empower clients, not sex workers. you can’t treat prostitution like it’s any other job when society treats prostitutions as human garbage. it’s sick but most people don’t even believe a sex worker can get raped because “she is a slut, you pay her for sex”. the only way to empower prostitutes is to delegalize prostitution – to make the clients and pimps the criminals, not sex workers.

  15. Emily says:

    BitterBetty, how exactly do you delegalize something that isn’t legal?

    I support legalizing it. If it’s legal, it can be regulated, which will lead to it becoming safer for the sex workers. Look at abortion. It used to be a coathanger in a backyard-now that it’s legal, it’s done by registered doctors in a clean, safe environment.

  16. lucy2 says:

    Why not legalize it? Not only would it probably make things safer for all parties, but think of the economy it could generate – licensing, required medical testing, and you could tax the *&@% out of it.

    There’s a “stimulus plan” joke in there somewhere…

  17. fizXgirl314 says:

    well, you don’t want to tax the shit out of because that would just inspire people to work ways around it to go under the radar… and then that breeds a whole new underground system,…

    however, heavily regulating it, making it safe and legal seems like the ONLY way to go…

    this just reaks to me of having very little regard for the safety of women in this country… why can’t they sell their bodies? it’s the only thing that truly belongs to a person..

    somehow there is just doesn’t seem to be the appropriate amount of concern for brutality against women… it’s become so normal we’ve become desensitized to it… like another poster said in response to chris brown… it happns all the time :/

  18. Rosanna says:

    This girl definitely has *guts* going public! I admire that.

    And no, she’s not “privileged”. She has a PhD but has worked for it. She has a job but is working for it. She were an escort but – let me tell you – women in that position have to be fit, take care of their body, be always manicured, pedicured, etc. You think it’s easy?

    I’m sorry for those poor immigrants who are forced into it. But I guess Brooke took a choice, the choice of a woman who would rather do something she liked and make money out of it rather than endlessly whine for some social service and monetary assistance of some sort.

    Life is made of choices. Where you end up to depends fundamentally on you, not on “society”.

  19. frida says:

    next step will be a girl who is so proud of being high class prostitute and calling it “the best time in her life”
    first high or low class ….it still a prostitute. It is not a job like other, NO!
    I’ve got PhD & work at University and I would fire her because first of all it’s very damaging for all scientific workers, you look at nice lecturer and you think she could do it too + you slowly loosing trust and respect to them
    and there some staff in your life that you don’t go public with … keep your sh.T for yourself, deal with it, don’t ask me to sympathize with you

  20. She-Who-Must-Not-Be-Named says:

    I’m with Bros.

    Something about this just ticks me off. This highly educated woman with tons of options CHOSE to be a WHORE??

    And she’s being applauded for this? Why, exactly?

    Millions of women and girls are forced into sexual slavery every year and this woman treats her body like a credit card machine because it’s “so much more enjoyable than working with computers?”

  21. audrey says:

    bros, you have posted the most intelligent comments i have ever read on this site. i 100% agree that belle du jour’s experience should not be presented as the ‘average’ circumstance in which one enters and participates in prostitution. the level of privilege here is extraordinary, compared to the average circumstances of a sex worker in the western world.
    bros, keep doing what you’re doing!

  22. BitterBetty says:

    Emily, prostitution laws and the way they are enforced differ from country to country. I was speaking in broad, global terms. I’m saying sex workers should be recognized socially and legally as the vulnerable party in the sex industry, not the clients and the rest of society.

    To those who believe prostitution should be legalized like any other job, I suggest you familiarize yourselves with this story:

    http://www.telegraph.co.uk/news/worldnews/europe/germany/1482371/If-you-dont-take-a-job-as-a-prostitute-we-can-stop-your-benefits.html

  23. Jjjj says:

    It’s Really sad if anyone respects this woman- I believe by all accounts she is a slut. How can you justify selling your body for sexual favors. It’s sad , pathetic, dangerous..just get a job at mcdonalds whore

  24. Whitey Fisk says:

    Interesting story, Betty. That’s concerning – however, legal prostitution didn’t necessarily cause that scenario. The policy of forcing an unemployed person to take any available job is the culprit. Let’s face it, there are a lot of crappy jobs out there, but the US government doesn’t specifically force you to take any of them. Prostitution wouldn’t change that.

    In my opinion, prostitutes are treated like garbage because they are criminals and are therefore forced to be part of a seedy underworld. If we allowed women (and men) to use their own bodies as a resource to earn money that would change. Licensing (similar to cosmetology) and strict regulations would ensure that drug use and disease would be DRASTICALLY reduced among prostitutes.

    Bro, great post. Interestingly, I think bringing prostitution out of the shadows could provide many susceptible women protection and assistance they can’t get on their own.

  25. lola says:

    This “slut” has friends you know. And family. And people she works with. And while you may think she has ‘opened the door’ to this criticism, perhaps you should recall the accident that came of this – she did not set out to be famous, or a call girl, she merely chronicaled an experience that at the time she could talk to no one about.

    People don’t plan these things – and they don’t think about how they will “play” to the masses. Remember that before attacking her as person.

  26. fizXgirl314 says:

    oh come on, now we gotta worry about every random person’s friends and family featured on a gossip blog? especially one entitled “celeBITCHY”… give me a break please…

  27. ligeia says:

    i think people should be able to do what they want with their bodies, however glamorizing prostitution as an easy way out to make some mad cash isn’t a message i want going out there to young girls and teenagers who are struggling for one reason or another. i saw some article that claimed that 90% of women in that business want to get out of it and something like 85% are damaged goods (sexually abused as kids or drug addicts or have serious self esteem issues). there’s no glamour in that^. there should be more choices for women that do not involve selling their bodies.

  28. gg says:

    She reminds me of Erica Jong. Looks like her.